Kisah kehamilan dan kedukaan

Salam semua..

Senyap dah ni untuk berapa bulan dan berapa tahun. Hiks

So, lepas 8 tahun kahwin, aku disahkan mengandung untuk pertama kali. Aku tak perasan aku mengandung. From my previous post, yang aku pegi Mangala Resort tu, actually aku da mengandung. Cuma aku yang tak tau.....

So this whole story bermula bulan August - September 2019. Aku last period 4 July 2019. So 15/9 tu aku ade farewell party. Makan segala durian and nenas.. Tapi aku makan sikit je. Sebab mcm da rs lain bdn ni.. Bukan rs da gemuk sgt, rasa lain macam la..

Within that week aku rasa aku cepat mengantuk.. tym driving pn hampir tertidur.. breast sakit yak mat..aih..so malam lepas farewell party tu aku singgah farmasi bli 2 UPT. Balik umah check. Both double line. Ape aku rasa tym tu? Ya Allah. Kuatnya doa mak aku kat Mekah.. baru 2 minggu mak aku g Mekah menunaikan haji..

Alhamdulillah...

 Terang double line nya. So malam tu aku sujud syukur sekali. And thinking should I tell my husband yet. Haha this whole situation is so alien to us. But in the end aku kabo gak laki aku.. And his reaction was, jum g klinik sekarang. Padahal time tu dah jam 11pm. Mengantuk aku nk melayan. So we decided to go Hospital Azalea the next day. Not knowing that kalau xde appointment tak leh main datang je kan jumpa doc.. haha so we went tu klinik berdekatan instead.

And it confirmed that I pregnant through the ultrasound. Alhamdulillah.

So, on 29/8 tu, aku spatutnya pegi Singapore. So far aku wat checkup kat KK and HAzalea, both tak mengggalakkan aku naik flight lg la. Tapi kalau aku x pegi Singapore, tak de sape la boleh ganti adhock. So I went to Singapore on 29/8. Balik KL malam tu jugak. Nothing happen. Baby is fine..

Nak dijadikan cerita mak ayah aku balik dari Mekah 4/9..And aku x beli lg tiket. Aku try ckp kt mak aku if aku x blk xpe ke.. then ada la ayat2 sedih mak aku.. then aku pn bli la tiket flight. Return to KL  flight aku lambat 2 jam dr akak n adik aku. Sbb mahal kan bli last minute.

Masa landing KL tu flight landing teruk gile. Hentak kuat.. Tiba2 pinggang aku sakit gila2.. the next day aku g keje, nampak ketulan kepala baby.. Then aku pun cuak pegi la HAzalea. And baby da xde heartbeat. Sedih and blur aku..

So, bila baby dah disahkan xde heartbeat, doc bg MC seminggu. And in the same time aku ade appointment ngn KK 2 hari kmudian nya. Doc tanya nak cuci ke nak tunggu. Aku tgk lepas ketulan darah kelua tu, da xde darah lg. So, aku decide nak buat D&C kat hospital gomen. Aku minta referal letter ke Hospital Putrajaya. Lepas tu terus pegi hospital putrajaya, dia suh pegi PBBR. Pusat bersalin berisiko rendah kat P8. Check pastu aku plak demam kuat. X boleh nak D&C kalau demam.. Doc bg masa seminggu lagi untuk check lg. Ok fine..

Then the next week, da ready nk D&C doc kata bilik pembedahan penuh. Tak de slot. Rs nak mengamuk plak. Pastu dia kol kan hospital serdang, penuh jugak. 😭

Grrrrr.... then last2 pegi la Salam Specialist Shah Alam. Buat appointment untuk esok buat D&C. Orang nk berjimat. Last2 swasta jugak 😂

On 20/9/19 aku pn D&C. Took 30 min je kot..pagi pergi, petang balik.. Abis jugak 2 ribu nak D&C. Haha


So kesimpulannya sini, first trimester duduk diam2 eh. Stop la naik flight. And for this 2 months aku rs fobia nak naik flight.

Ok. Nanti mak update lg. Semoga ade rezeki baby lg..

Trip ke Mangala Resort & Spa 2019

Trip ke Mangala Resort & Spa, Gambang Kuantan. Unplanned Trip. Without my husband and only with my sister. So called 'A Ladies Only Trip' Haha

Mula mula nak amik Royal Chulan or Kasturi kat Cherating je. But, last minit found out this Mangala. So why not kan? Plus, lagi dekat dari KL.. 

Pilihan untuk which hotel nak duduk. Not that cheap though. Sebab nak privacy lebih. 

This room damaged me RM900/night. Yeah I know.. This is costly but back to original purpose why I need this holiday. To relax and unwind myself. So get it?

This is the entrance. You barely can see it 😂

Since I studied in UMP for 4 years, this area is not so alien to me. And fyi, this resort is totally opposite of UMP. How cool is that. Haha

The entrance. Thats my sister..

I feel like I’m in Bali when we approching the lobby area. Their building design, ID, and scenery is not so local type. And I can count how many people only inside this resort on that day since we went there during weekdays.

Welcome drink Pandan Coconut & Hot Towel

So I heard from our their worker Manish (not sure if the spell is correct) , coconut that we drank was fresh from their resort plantation which I agreed as I saw a lot of coconut tree surrounding this resort. Air kelapa manis2 pandan.. Sedapp..

At lobby area

Buggy ride to the room

So, we need a buggy to go to our room. It’s quite far. Oh, aku panggil akak aku n anak2 dia of course since our room got pool..

And visitor can stay at room until 7pm. 

Double 

Pool

Nice bed

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Dare to show off your booty. 😂

Morning breakfast. Peaceful. No one! Haha

Since only few rooms occupied on that day, so, there's no buffet. Which is fine with me. Get to order anything, limitless! Haha

Get a mood before you jump in. Haha

Empty. Nice dining area

Yeah. Still empty. Haha

So, how big is the room, what is the pool dimension, what is the resort address, get all info from their website or Agoda.

I couldn't remember. The only thing that I remember is, since I didn't bring my own toothbrush, so I had to use resort one. 

Unfortunately, their fragile brush ruining my holiday mood. When you brush your teeth, all the brush was scatter around my mouth and some of it was stuck at my throat. So bad quality of toothbrush. I can't believe it was toothbrush from 5* resort. Haha

I write to the Resort Management but unfortunately only their helpdesk replied say they are sorry. So frustrated. They said this is the first complained of their lovely toothbrush. Hahahhaa

You know, if you intend to come here, please bring your own amenity kits, so you won't be frustrated and hurt like me. 

Shame on you Mangela. Proper applogize will be better for me. 

Till then.